I'm super excited to meet my son and see what he looks like... I'm anxious about the hospital visit the most I think. I've never had to go to the hospital for ANY reason before... and I'm worried how I will do with the IV's and meters and all that jazz. I'm also scared that this baby will be too big and I will end up having a c-section. I pray that doesn't have to happen... but it's a fear of mine. I know that God will help me through it and I know that he will lead me in the way that will keep Ryan and I both safe. That's what matters the most to me, I think.
Went to the doctor's office today for another check up... no change from last week really. I'm still only one centimeter and 70% effaced.... my Doctor told me to start walking and doing what I can to help move things along. If Ryan doesn't come on his own by my due date, I will be scheduling myself to be induced that day, May 25th. I hope he will decide to come on his own... but we're prepared to help him along before he gets too big! (:
I definitely have to say that I'm ready to have this body back... Ryan has invaded me for TOO long and I look forward to being able to wear normal clothes and feel like myself again! (:
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